start from the beggining

Where others turn and sigh,
You shall rise.

I’m listening to mattafix while thinking what I may never know, if I lay low, lay low.

“What doesn’t kill you makes you stronger”.  It’s probably one of Nietzsche’s most memorable quotes and a good painkiller when needed but now even these words seem nonsense to me. I’m dazed, confused, aimlessly lost. I’m tired of the same story over and over again.

Lots of  thoughts mingle on my mind and I’m not able to think, speak or even write about something not related with it.

I’m sure I’m not the only one who finds itself in trouble when your heart is telling you one thing but… and then get confused because what’s all this pain worth? I want him because I simply can’t? Or there is something else?

Probably I don’t make sense so let’s just stop here.